cuba jangan..

cuba jangan busuk hati sangat boleh??awak sangat cantik..muka putih melepak awak tuh tak sesuai lah kalaw suka mengata orang belakang..sangat macam tak best kan..jangan risaw kawan saya suka je bukan sampai jatuh cinta..tu kan hak dia..hati dia perasaan dia..kenapa awak kena sebok-sebok?? tak perlu rasanya..kalaw betul dia salah betulkan dengan nada yang agak sopan ye..bukan jelingan awak yang sangat mengancam tuh..tawu dah awak memg sgt cantik bila buat mcmtuh..tapi kalaw awak senyum lagi 1000 kali cantik..maaf lah bukan niat menyakitkan hati tapi mengingatkan..terima kaseh di atas sikap awak perihatin dengan kawan sy tuh..

hey you adorable

every words that u said to me there is a million meaning in it..i'll try to figure what the meaning is..i'll try to be as perfect as i can for you..u just another chapter in my life..appreciate that ..thanks for stopping by and give ur strength to me

stalker habis

u are starting to create a mess in my life..boleh shooooohhhh jauh2 tak??tak perlu nak sebok-sebok rasanya kat page orang..u have ur own life and i have my own life..so rasanya better both of us jaga kehidupan masing-masing..may be the way u think i the one who should be blame..but maaflah u the one who create me to be like this..so plss move on ,dun have to turn back and tell everyone the mistake i've done..because u are not that perfect,so do i...so im in the phrase where i've to change everything..move on to the next phrase in my life..tawu lahh awak bagus,better than anyone else,tp jangan riak sangat..takot jatuh nanty tak boleh bagun lagi..thank's for everything..

owh i've deactivate my Fb acc for awhile..thousand apology dear friend's

i adore you

u stare at my eyes hoping that it will sparkle back one day..now is already sparkle ,sparkle with tears..this heart is starting to melt because of you..

can i say: "i adore you just the way you are"

cant stop loving you

i miss them..this is my madu
im talking to the moon to send my regard for you..
friend's come and go..but accept them
u stay behind me and try to catch me if i fall down..
zeeeeliiion thank's you wahai madu saya!!!

try to forget

adapting new life as a single is way better rather living the person who doesn't know how to appreciate you..life can be more easy if we make the right decision..from the experience you will learn to choose what the best for you and not the best for you..creating a space in your heart that only belong to you..space that built strength when you feel scared,empty,tired and etc..experience will give the answer to make a very good decision..i've learned alot from past experience..pls open ur heart and eyes too look everybody around you..there many people that love you rather than "the person"..i dun even want you too close my life anymore because there nothing left between me and you..u are my past experience and i learned alot from that..i have to move on because i dun want to be a pathetic girl..hey heart plss be strong enough to face this journey because it wont be easy for us..

ehemm

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

this is bella not dira!!

Mari kita pasang telinga dan buka mata. jaga jaga ye dira ;)

p/s hanya mereka yang ada di situ sahaja yang tahu. oops ada jugak yang buat2 x tahu. x nak cakap hai dah. hahaha.


much love <3
bellahusnamaryamciantek

i envy you my dear

she's getting married like almost 1 month jew..dah jumpa soulmate katanya..jels eh babe..my dearest madu gula garam friend is getting married soon..alhamdulillah..we have known each other 8 years since form 1 until now..our friendship is still strong and we love each other more ..cant stop loving them ,because they are superbly adorable..

is all about Bella!

today is Bella graduation day..congrats to u my dear..ehem she's single and available..everyone who want to know bout her can ask me eh...ehehhe she's from Unikl melaka..taking bachelor biotech engineerg kot..cant remember that thing..since today is Bella i will post her picture..(tanda penghargaan untuk dia)

congrat's to you dear

pentingnya awak..

Awak-awak disekiling saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kaseh kerana menyayangi saya..kaw memg perasan kan..hahah awak2 sekalian sgt penting dalam hidup saya..

tidak akan pernah saya berhenti menyayangi awak2 sekalian

i love u<3

new faces

mari2 saya perkenalkan rakan2 baru saya..ehem...
1)bella: suka ketawa tak ingat dan seorang yang sangat ceria(ehem)
2)husna: pendiam orang nya tapi kadang2 je taw..ahahha
3)maryam: dia orang libya..pernah ckap"i'll never eat rice again" tapi sekarang bila lunch dia cakap"can we eat rice".heeeee
4)lan: okay maaf gadis2 dia sudah berpunya..haha..

berhabuk!!

since dah lama menghialngkan diri from this blog..im sorry for my kehilangan and my blog dah strt berhabuk bertimbun-timbun..im starting my life as student ryte now..no more duduk umah without doing nothing..my life i s started to changefrom in relationship to single people..wooot wooot..im happy ,alhamdulillah..the most improtant for me know is creating the most gorgeous single life ever..ngeh..im sorry dear reader for not updating my blog..saya tawu saya sgt annoying..;)) i will to keep update myblog yeh..ta janji ok..everything seem to be normal dah..meeting new people is really fun..i will tell u more later..more picture will come..soon..