Screams Of Frustration

by **Angel**

How I wish I could look back to understand back to when lives were taken back to when families were separated back to when children were murdered I wish I could have helped to save them I wish I could have tried to understand this senseless taking of human life. They are no different than you or I. They did not deserve this pain, this torture. I wish I could look back to understand, to set lives free to learn their pain and frustration. Trying to understand; I can hear their screams I can hear their pain I can hear their fear I can hear a mother's cry when children are shot down Oh, that pain so great, so terrible I can smell the odor, the odor of burning human life I can smell the sweat, the sweat of hard labour I can smell the fear, such an atrocity I see the footage today, trying to learn what happened to them. I watch the films today, trying to comprehend the pain they went through. We all see the pictures, watch the torture, just trying to imagine this tragedy. But the fact is we can't, unless our human life undergoes this. These poor people, my heart cries out but there is nothing I can do. Oh, please hear me. I am so sorry this had to happen to you. Your time is now, it is here, time to rest, time to be reunited and live everlasting in that great kingdom called heaven.

she's did it again..

yes my sister the same mistake she has done last 2 year..Ya Rabbi budak ni..what happen to you??that the 1st question i ask her..she's keep silent all day..and its annoying sgt when a parent get involved with this budak's2 fight..calm down lah aunty..i know u are upset but dun just blame people without u knowing the reson..im not backing up what my sister have done.. but look at ur daughter too..u are a mother and this girl is same age as ur daughter..talk slowly lah with this girl..standard lahh budak2 baru2 nak up ...fight with benda2 yang nonsense..aish..what u did will make the thing worst tawu??..sigh..u aunty/mam/madam or whatever must be the person that can make this girl settle their problem..i know what they have did to ur daughter..and i admit its's wrong for what she has did to her..tapi jgn la memalukan org...that make thing's become more worst..u supposed ta masuk campur macmtuh,u supposed talk nicely with this girl's..and then 1 more things for sure,pls jge ur manner when talk with other parent's..respect sket..u are a mother and talking with other mother with low manner's??soo not cool..huh

20/1/2010

owh let see what have i done yesterday..huurrm saya bgn 9pg ..well agak awal lah kn untuk penganggur seperti saya..heee;) heee then my dad came to granny house to take his beloved watch..so disebbkn sudah terjaga dr tido ,cnnot tido blik daa..melepak kn diri menonton cerita csi and oprah..;)) about 12 o'clock abah call suh amek fon dye kat umah..btw dekat rumah Rawang ok..agak jauh lah kn from Segambut to Rawang..amek kunci drive trus pg Rawang to pick abah fon..thank's to me abah ..heee after take the hp ,trus pegi Ulu kelang anta that fhone kat abah..its easy using the Duke highway.. 15 min cn reach Ampang's..heee..da anta phone,amek abah and melepakn diri bersama abah di Jusco AU.. makan2,jalan2 and anta abah blik to his office..drive trus Nana house ti give her a visit..well before that pg wangsa walk buy chocolate for her.. she's sick but getting better..dye baru kua hspital .operation her apendix..aduhai kesian ini org...heheh dye semakin ok and semakin sihat..Alhamdulillah..baru kua hospital sudah maw jalan2 with her boyfie ..ngeeehh;))

nana: pls take a good care of urself lah dear;))

17/1/2010

today ade wedding at masjid wilayah..since when kat masjid bleh wat wedding?? i didnt know that..heee so my mom dengan bangga nye said"angah pakai tudung nak masuk masjid!..so im wearing tudung today and off to masjid wilqyah..kenyang smpai burrpp;P..and then off to shah alam..ade festival for student yang nak masuk U..so i went there ti check wether or not im suitable enough to apply IPTA..sooo cakap2 with the PETUGAS there..im thinking of going to continue my study at UITM..but2 kalaw dapat..if ta dapat ,i've to find another U lah..got all the pamplet from all UITM,UTM,KLMU, and others..and now im so confused which one should i choose??sigh..then abah said "apply je mane2 kalaw dapat,dapat lah..ta dapat,tape"..so supportive my abah..ngehee..
then went back home.not granny home but my parent home..confused??cmni ..while saya tengah cuty sy kene jga my nenek..tugas berat tuhh..so im currently stay at my nenek house now;))
then after reach rawang when to pasar malam ..buy bihun ir mee hun sup.?? quite confused with the spelling..ngeee..doesnt matter la kan..so now eating and blooging..;)) sudah lame tidak update my blog..

enjoy

enjoy my life as penganggur..ngeee;p im thinkg of working part time,but my abah kte jgn nak ngade2 duk umah babysit ur grandma..boring lah ..duet pun tak dapat..but dapat makan free evryday..awesome rite??everyday i will do the same job..just like bibik weh..sigh! woke up at 10 am,then amek all the clothes n cuci..then masak for lunch..rest for a while ..back to work around 5 pm ..then at night masak ape yg patot if my mom xde lah kan..if ade my mom will cook for dinner..yer terbaek pekerjaan ku sekrang..happy??yes i am..what else can i do..ngeh

december post;))

sudah lame ta update blog..busy with my sudy nd know sudah hbs..alhamdulillah..so tak tawu nak watpe bile da cuty and my mother kate i've to babysit old baby..which that mean my grandma..ngeeeh..my mom will pay my salary later..nak mintak lbh sket yer ma???
heeee..stuck at home withe grndma..last week i went to wangsa maju which my old hometown..alohh rindu nak pg sane lg,meet my old fren...start missing alreday dear bestie..we have so much fun kan...eat at bangi kopitiam then gelak2 out loud..pastuh g jusco then melepak lagi kayt scret recipe..best kan dear??hari maw lepak cmtuh...

sayang girlfren: i love u sooo much n tanx sooo much for ur time;))
xoxo love

7 feet under..

my final is going so ok ryte now..dugaan betol..everything blank,tak leh function lah and whatever lah..start blik from A to Z..Ha amek,pd muke aku lan..have to be present nex week je..few days more...sigh..my group da pening,skit perot,kecut perot thinkg bout this final project..hampeh betol..godek sne godek sni trus blank the website...what a nightmare la if ta siap ..the offline bagai da hilang hbs all the databse..hurm..hope its gonna be ok back..

for groupy:lets pray everything goingback to normal;)) aminn..

mood:tak payah describe..down like 7 feet under;((..how deep lah kan..