meluat

dengan perasaan yang kadang2 bagus ,kadang kurang ini membuat saya rase meluat.aiceh..meluat kerana terpaksa merehatkan diri terlalu lama dirumah..sungguh saya bosan..mase 5 bulan in i terlalu membosankan saya..mahu keluar bersama2 rakan BFF tapi semua sebuk..meluat kuga dengan kesibukan mereka ..haih..so merancang lah kami mahu bercuty bersama2 bulan depan..tapiii terlalu banyak halangn dah niey..haih lagi..sedih kalaw tak jadi..dah berangan nak lepak tepi beach smbil mendengar GOSSIP2 panas,berangan berkaki ayam dipesisiran pantai..sungguh gembira dapat berangn..puas rasenye..heee;))

bff's:mohon jadi ok??heeeeloveya

my 21

since da 21 nak bila lah nak dapat suma ni with my own money ye..

ececceh konon je kaw ni dira kan;))

from your bottom heart

i've listen all what u want to say..my mistake for let u down..that's how u feel..now i realize everything turn to be not soo good huh???it's ok..u've sacrifice everything for me..i really appreciate that..but sometimes i just dun feel the exactly feeling towards u..im sorry for doing that..u are really mean to me..but sometimes the feeling fade away slowly..the gap between us maybe??dear pretty boy u just one important things in my life..i didnt know how to describe but i just know how to remember..u came to my life with the big hope u want,but i cannot give all the things u want from mw..take a time..u have ur own speciallity and i dont even want to compare with u others..but seem want me to be others..sigh..i really messed up this time..not of the other people but from this miserable heart..pls try to understand that our feeling is keep fade away day by day..because of me"u say"..its ok everything that make u feel happy..i will do.i dun sacrifice as much u do but my sacrifice u will relize someday..soon maybe..dear preety boy ,hope u will the right path,the right person that u always want...maybe not me..im sorry..my sorry maybe is not enough for u ..but am really sorry..there too much we have heard from each other..u are wonderful pretty i've ever met..and i wont forget that because u really special for me..realise that pretty boy...

sincerely from "hati"

enough!

i cant stand it anymore..u really make me pissed off..i was hoping that everything will come back to normal slowly,no its not..it's become more worst day by day..stop giving me a hope that everything is fine..stop giving me the strength that u will not hurting me again..stop giving me promise that u will change..enaough is enough..u convince me that u will change one day..the day that u really didnt know isnt it??? how long for me to wait for the day??u really dont know the answer..its my plessure u choose to that but not towards me..i cant accept that..so please leave i just want to live my life with my own..there too many things i have think about..u cant accept me the way am i??im not trying to be other pepople and i wont..supposely i've realize it a years ago..God how this thing can happen to me?? pls give me the strength and the right path..move on jelah dira..banyak lagi benda u have think rather than this things...

cinta

memang lah kata orang mula bercinta manis-manis belaka..konon..da lame bercinta masam masin semuanya kan..heee;)) kalaw betul nak mencari cinta,cari cinta yang betol2 ikhlas..datang dari dalam hati..owh teromantik pulak..sebenarnya nak cakap saya Cintak kan keluarga saya lebih dari segala-galanya..bf pon kalah..ahaha..selagi saya masih bernyawa,jantung masih berdenyut selama itu lah saya akan menyintai mereka..cinta mereka ikhlas..no fake at all..masa susah sama2,senang pon same..mungkin kadang2 anak dara dia tersasar jauh dari apa yang mereka ajar,tapi mereka tetap da di belakang saya kan..semakin hari saya semakin dewasa..macam tak percaya..tapi keluarga saya terutama Abah masih ingat saya kanak 2 lagi..nak berjalan malam pon tak bagi..risaw katanya,bukan senang nak jage anak dara..hihi..kalw boleh saya nak kembali zaman kanak2,senang kan mase tuh..

saya sayang keluarga saya<3

nenek mengamok..

OMG boleh??disebbkan dirinya yang semakin hari semakin lupa dia sentiasa merasakan dirinya masih muda,masih kuat seperti dulu..secara zahirnya mungkin tapi tidak batin..mungkin merindu suami yang sudah pergi..alahi ..nenek betul2 menduga kesabaran dan kekuatan iman ku..sabar separoh adri iman kan..sabar lahhh ni wahai nurul nadirah..dia dah tua..tuh yang selalu dira kata didalam hati..kadang dira sendiri pon kene halau..haish..bebelan nya membuat kita tak senang..kadang2 melihatnya mungkin dia rimas melihat dira kat rumah nya..rumah dia kan...alaaaahai..takpelah..mungkin dugaan dira ,tuh bahagian dia..bahagian dira belum tahu lagi..
kesabaran tahap paling maksima dah ni...bile-bile je boleh meletup...ahaha..takpelah..dira masih mampu bersabar kerana dia dah tua..

what trust is??