S'ENVOLER

i have u b...

2011-02-20T18:42:00.002+08:00

i still remember when u try to talk with me..
u are whether my hair is real wavy hair..
that so cute young man..
now i already yours..belongs to you..and only you
there maybe a reason why i can say why choose you..
but simple word to describe u is precious..
thanks for giving me hope and happiness..
ur patience towards me..thanks a bunch you..

she is somebody wife now

2010-11-14T14:40:00.002+08:00

dear husband nana!
plss take a gud care of her,,kadang2 she will be a bit annoying..heeee tapi dye sgt lovable sgt caring..i love her so much and its hard for me to let her go..but for her happines im willing to let her go for you..u rae so lucky having her as ur wife..lucky us andiqina having u as our lovable besfriend..hope our friendship will last forever until the day we close our eyes..

saya tawu saya dalam hati ada taman

2010-11-08T19:52:00.002+08:00

saya rasa awak buat saya tersipu malu yang ala gedik tuh bila awak tgk saya..*malu..haih
saya dapat tengok awak dari jauh..walaupun hati sgt ingin peluk cium awak..pegang awak2 kuat,tiap2 hari tgk hari..tapi saya tak mampu..saya mintak maaf awak terlalu indah buat saya..setiap kali nmpak awak haty saya jadi tak menentu..saya rindu awak..saya sangat memrlukan awak tapi apa yang saya punya sekrang pon saya dah bersyukur..tolonglah murah kan rezeki supaya saya dapat buat awak jadi hak milik saya!

saya nak ini!!!!!

cuba jangan..

2010-10-28T22:54:00.001+08:00

cuba jangan busuk hati sangat boleh??awak sangat cantik..muka putih melepak awak tuh tak sesuai lah kalaw suka mengata orang belakang..sangat macam tak best kan..jangan risaw kawan saya suka je bukan sampai jatuh cinta..tu kan hak dia..hati dia perasaan dia..kenapa awak kena sebok-sebok?? tak perlu rasanya..kalaw betul dia salah betulkan dengan nada yang agak sopan ye..bukan jelingan awak yang sangat mengancam tuh..tawu dah awak memg sgt cantik bila buat mcmtuh..tapi kalaw awak senyum lagi 1000 kali cantik..maaf lah bukan niat menyakitkan hati tapi mengingatkan..terima kaseh di atas sikap awak perihatin dengan kawan sy tuh..

hey you adorable

2010-10-28T07:36:00.003+08:00

every words that u said to me there is a million meaning in it..i'll try to figure what the meaning is..i'll try to be as perfect as i can for you..u just another chapter in my life..appreciate that ..thanks for stopping by and give ur strength to me

stalker habis

2010-10-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

u are starting to create a mess in my life..boleh shooooohhhh jauh2 tak??tak perlu nak sebok-sebok rasanya kat page orang..u have ur own life and i have my own life..so rasanya better both of us jaga kehidupan masing-masing..may be the way u think i the one who should be blame..but maaflah u the one who create me to be like this..so plss move on ,dun have to turn back and tell everyone the mistake i've done..because u are not that perfect,so do i...so im in the phrase where i've to change everything..move on to the next phrase in my life..tawu lahh awak bagus,better than anyone else,tp jangan riak sangat..takot jatuh nanty tak boleh bagun lagi..thank's for everything..

owh i've deactivate my Fb acc for awhile..thousand apology dear friend's

i adore you

2010-10-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

u stare at my eyes hoping that it will sparkle back one day..now is already sparkle ,sparkle with tears..this heart is starting to melt because of you..

can i say: "i adore you just the way you are"

cant stop loving you

2010-10-20T23:48:00.005+08:00

i miss them..this is my madu
im talking to the moon to send my regard for you..
friend's come and go..but accept them
u stay behind me and try to catch me if i fall down..
zeeeeliiion thank's you wahai madu saya!!!

try to forget

2010-10-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

adapting new life as a single is way better rather living the person who doesn't know how to appreciate you..life can be more easy if we make the right decision..from the experience you will learn to choose what the best for you and not the best for you..creating a space in your heart that only belong to you..space that built strength when you feel scared,empty,tired and etc..experience will give the answer to make a very good decision..i've learned alot from past experience..pls open ur heart and eyes too look everybody around you..there many people that love you rather than "the person"..i dun even want you too close my life anymore because there nothing left between me and you..u are my past experience and i learned alot from that..i have to move on because i dun want to be a pathetic girl..hey heart plss be strong enough to face this journey because it wont be easy for us..

ehemm

2010-10-15T22:05:00.001+08:00

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

this is bella not dira!!

2010-10-13T12:25:00.002+08:00

Mari kita pasang telinga dan buka mata. jaga jaga ye dira ;)

p/s hanya mereka yang ada di situ sahaja yang tahu. oops ada jugak yang buat2 x tahu. x nak cakap hai dah. hahaha.

much love <3
bellahusnamaryamciantek

i envy you my dear

2010-10-09T11:22:00.002+08:00

she's getting married like almost 1 month jew..dah jumpa soulmate katanya..jels eh babe..my dearest madu gula garam friend is getting married soon..alhamdulillah..we have known each other 8 years since form 1 until now..our friendship is still strong and we love each other more ..cant stop loving them ,because they are superbly adorable..

is all about Bella!

2010-10-07T01:21:00.003+08:00

today is Bella graduation day..congrats to u my dear..ehem she's single and available..everyone who want to know bout her can ask me eh...ehehhe she's from Unikl melaka..taking bachelor biotech engineerg kot..cant remember that thing..since today is Bella i will post her picture..(tanda penghargaan untuk dia)

congrat's to you dear

pentingnya awak..

2010-10-07T01:16:00.005+08:00

Awak-awak disekiling saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kaseh kerana menyayangi saya..kaw memg perasan kan..hahah awak2 sekalian sgt penting dalam hidup saya..

tidak akan pernah saya berhenti menyayangi awak2 sekalian

i love u<3

new faces

2010-10-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

mari2 saya perkenalkan rakan2 baru saya..ehem...
1)bella: suka ketawa tak ingat dan seorang yang sangat ceria(ehem)
2)husna: pendiam orang nya tapi kadang2 je taw..ahahha
3)maryam: dia orang libya..pernah ckap"i'll never eat rice again" tapi sekarang bila lunch dia cakap"can we eat rice".heeeee
4)lan: okay maaf gadis2 dia sudah berpunya..haha..

berhabuk!!

2010-10-01T13:21:00.003+08:00

since dah lama menghialngkan diri from this blog..im sorry for my kehilangan and my blog dah strt berhabuk bertimbun-timbun..im starting my life as student ryte now..no more duduk umah without doing nothing..my life i s started to changefrom in relationship to single people..wooot wooot..im happy ,alhamdulillah..the most improtant for me know is creating the most gorgeous single life ever..ngeh..im sorry dear reader for not updating my blog..saya tawu saya sgt annoying..;)) i will to keep update myblog yeh..ta janji ok..everything seem to be normal dah..meeting new people is really fun..i will tell u more later..more picture will come..soon..

selamat ary raya

2010-09-09T17:42:00.000+08:00

since da berabad ta post anything,disini saya NURUL NADIRAH BT JAMALUDIN ingin mengucapkan selamat ari raya..pandu kereta hati2..mohon ampun dan maaf andai terkasar bahasa tersilap bicara..

tiap hari sayang

2010-06-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

my new baby kitten yang rase nak bite macam gummy bear tuh..damn cute;))

meluat

2010-05-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

dengan perasaan yang kadang2 bagus ,kadang kurang ini membuat saya rase meluat.aiceh..meluat kerana terpaksa merehatkan diri terlalu lama dirumah..sungguh saya bosan..mase 5 bulan in i terlalu membosankan saya..mahu keluar bersama2 rakan BFF tapi semua sebuk..meluat kuga dengan kesibukan mereka ..haih..so merancang lah kami mahu bercuty bersama2 bulan depan..tapiii terlalu banyak halangn dah niey..haih lagi..sedih kalaw tak jadi..dah berangan nak lepak tepi beach smbil mendengar GOSSIP2 panas,berangan berkaki ayam dipesisiran pantai..sungguh gembira dapat berangn..puas rasenye..heee;))

bff's:mohon jadi ok??heeeeloveya

my 21

2010-05-07T11:54:00.002+08:00

since da 21 nak bila lah nak dapat suma ni with my own money ye..

ececceh konon je kaw ni dira kan;))

from your bottom heart

2010-04-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

i've listen all what u want to say..my mistake for let u down..that's how u feel..now i realize everything turn to be not soo good huh???it's ok..u've sacrifice everything for me..i really appreciate that..but sometimes i just dun feel the exactly feeling towards u..im sorry for doing that..u are really mean to me..but sometimes the feeling fade away slowly..the gap between us maybe??dear pretty boy u just one important things in my life..i didnt know how to describe but i just know how to remember..u came to my life with the big hope u want,but i cannot give all the things u want from mw..take a time..u have ur own speciallity and i dont even want to compare with u others..but seem want me to be others..sigh..i really messed up this time..not of the other people but from this miserable heart..pls try to understand that our feeling is keep fade away day by day..because of me"u say"..its ok everything that make u feel happy..i will do.i dun sacrifice as much u do but my sacrifice u will relize someday..soon maybe..dear preety boy ,hope u will the right path,the right person that u always want...maybe not me..im sorry..my sorry maybe is not enough for u ..but am really sorry..there too much we have heard from each other..u are wonderful pretty i've ever met..and i wont forget that because u really special for me..realise that pretty boy...

sincerely from "hati"

enough!

2010-04-28T12:21:00.002+08:00

i cant stand it anymore..u really make me pissed off..i was hoping that everything will come back to normal slowly,no its not..it's become more worst day by day..stop giving me a hope that everything is fine..stop giving me the strength that u will not hurting me again..stop giving me promise that u will change..enaough is enough..u convince me that u will change one day..the day that u really didnt know isnt it??? how long for me to wait for the day??u really dont know the answer..its my plessure u choose to that but not towards me..i cant accept that..so please leave i just want to live my life with my own..there too many things i have think about..u cant accept me the way am i??im not trying to be other pepople and i wont..supposely i've realize it a years ago..God how this thing can happen to me?? pls give me the strength and the right path..move on jelah dira..banyak lagi benda u have think rather than this things...

cinta

2010-04-27T13:21:00.002+08:00

memang lah kata orang mula bercinta manis-manis belaka..konon..da lame bercinta masam masin semuanya kan..heee;)) kalaw betul nak mencari cinta,cari cinta yang betol2 ikhlas..datang dari dalam hati..owh teromantik pulak..sebenarnya nak cakap saya Cintak kan keluarga saya lebih dari segala-galanya..bf pon kalah..ahaha..selagi saya masih bernyawa,jantung masih berdenyut selama itu lah saya akan menyintai mereka..cinta mereka ikhlas..no fake at all..masa susah sama2,senang pon same..mungkin kadang2 anak dara dia tersasar jauh dari apa yang mereka ajar,tapi mereka tetap da di belakang saya kan..semakin hari saya semakin dewasa..macam tak percaya..tapi keluarga saya terutama Abah masih ingat saya kanak 2 lagi..nak berjalan malam pon tak bagi..risaw katanya,bukan senang nak jage anak dara..hihi..kalw boleh saya nak kembali zaman kanak2,senang kan mase tuh..

saya sayang keluarga saya<3

nenek mengamok..

2010-04-06T20:01:00.002+08:00

OMG boleh??disebbkan dirinya yang semakin hari semakin lupa dia sentiasa merasakan dirinya masih muda,masih kuat seperti dulu..secara zahirnya mungkin tapi tidak batin..mungkin merindu suami yang sudah pergi..alahi ..nenek betul2 menduga kesabaran dan kekuatan iman ku..sabar separoh adri iman kan..sabar lahhh ni wahai nurul nadirah..dia dah tua..tuh yang selalu dira kata didalam hati..kadang dira sendiri pon kene halau..haish..bebelan nya membuat kita tak senang..kadang2 melihatnya mungkin dia rimas melihat dira kat rumah nya..rumah dia kan...alaaaahai..takpelah..mungkin dugaan dira ,tuh bahagian dia..bahagian dira belum tahu lagi..
kesabaran tahap paling maksima dah ni...bile-bile je boleh meletup...ahaha..takpelah..dira masih mampu bersabar kerana dia dah tua..

what trust is??

2010-04-03T15:31:00.001+08:00

kehilangan

2010-04-01T18:59:00.002+08:00

hari ini dira dapat call dari mama about 4.30 am..and she said my niece have already gone..im shocked ..im like refreshing my mind back when is the last time i saw her..owh on hari raya..she's really thin and very pale..so i asked her

me:kenapa awak kurus sgt ni

arwah: bru operation apendix

me:laaa..ta cakap pon..

arwah:ni pon telinga ngah pekak sikit,masuk air

we're laughing at each other ,eat together..gelak macam mak nenek..

and today i get a call she's already gone..dye kak long for adik2 dia..and she's suffering tibi and radang paru2..twice shocked..since when laaa..and her mommy said "dia dah masuk hospital since jumaat"..no one tell us bout that..terkilan ta dapat jumpa arwah..mungkin dah terlalu teruk penyakit nya..she's only 19..teenager yang always want to do that she think she can do..semoga Allah meletakkn arwah Faten nurjihan disisi org yang beriman..kerana kamu baik kak long.

alfatihah..

mungkin hari ini dia pergi menemui yang Berkuasa,esok lusa mungkin kita pula ,tiada sape yang tahu....

so dikesempatan,i really ask for ur forgiveness if i had something wrong towards u guys..am really sorry..

is thinking cutting off my hair

2010-03-31T00:00:00.004+08:00

my abah will be mad if i said this to him..hee) i think my hair is quiet long right now and tersangat lah messy nye..i really want to do the rebonding but my frens and my family ta kasi..grrrr! da messy sgt..i need treatment for my hair yang boleh make my hair lembut bila ditiup angin..ngeee;p
since my quiet i'll prefer to cut it medium wavy cut just like her..boleh??;)))

dalam hati ada cinta

2010-03-30T21:23:00.002+08:00

hush..that what happened nowaday's..merata2 an innocent baby kene buang..dalam hati ada cinta kan..when a women start to fall in love they will love to sacrifice everything for men..same like a man too tapi nak dapat mcmtuh nowaday,1 dalm berjuta lelaki mcmtuh..kan more easy if u tanak bertanggungjawab dun such thing..or if u are ready to be a mother,get married..tak slah pon kahwin awal,da ramai yang buat..why cant a men be responsibility what they have done??before do the "thing's" ,sanggup bertanggungjawab..after dah happen keep it silent,lari ntah kemana..haish..bukan nak cakap diri baik,tak baik sgt pon..but now i realize ta sume cakap orang boleh pakai..belum jadi berani cakap,but bile the things dah jadi diam seribu bahasa..kesian tgk baby yang kene buang..there too many baby kene buang and kid's is being abused..adakah kerana cuaca yang terlalu panas membuatkan sume org jadi panas ??? that so not the reason..the baby and kids are innocent..they didnt know anything..espcially new born baby..
baru gembira dapat lihat dunia and suddenly digigit anjing kemana saja..sakit bukan?? a long2 siiiighhhh..
a mommy or daddy "to be" pls think before u act..
huh;))

this is what should i do;))

2010-03-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi….
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... kan baik baik saja

Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah….
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Reff
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua

Menyerahlah untuk menang

from now on i have to do dats,no matter what..
a person that smile,person that have beautiful hearts;))
i believe in that..

im better than u

2010-03-24T22:51:00.004+08:00

if u can keep it silent for a moment,i can too..i dont want to be weak like before,i always learn how to be a better person day by day..naaah girls..u can do that ,i can too;))

sakit hati

2010-03-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

buat mase sekarang aku sakit hati ngn nenek aku..aduhai org tua ni langsung ta nak dengar cakap org..sume salah..letih aku dibuatnya..semakin hari semakin lupe tapi celoteh nye sgt meletihkan..sepanjang cuti aku lebih banyak mendiamkan diri dari bersuara dengn dia..takot2 termarah, terkecik hati pulak..tak pasl2 aku yang berdosa..so zip up my mouth..grrr!

kalaw dulu dia mungkin suka dengan kehadiran,tapi tidak lagi sekarang..setiap kali wajah ku menjelma di muka pintu dia pasti muka nya masam..begitu juga family aku..adat lah kan org tua,itu org tua..keluarga aku hanya menumpang..dugaan kan ya Tuhan.. kadang2 kesabarn aku da berada di puncak paling atas pon..bile aku pandang aku ta sampai hati...

nenek semakin hari semakin lupa..tapi tak lupa beli ikan hari..tuh yang aku pelik..adakah rutin??
tapelah ..tapi agak bankrup mak aku..haish..kdg aru rase.im being a diffrent dira pon ade bile duduk situ..ngeee;P Dira sekarang sudah pandai naek hangin.grrr

if i can,i wish i can scream out loud what i feel rite now..God pls help me..i need u so much..give me strength and patience

short trip

2010-03-22T22:45:00.004+08:00

colmar tropcicle..i've been there twice but its damn it beautiful but the weather is not so cold like when the 1st time go there..nice short trip with family..enjoy

cik DIN gorgeous family..ngeee;))

see mama &abah still get a chance to dating kan;p

is trying to puteri gunung ledang..boleh??

2010-02-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

Screams Of Frustration

by **Angel**

How I wish I could look back to understand
back to when lives were taken
back to when families were separated
back to when children were murdered
I wish I could have helped to save them
I wish I could have tried to understand this senseless taking of human life.
They are no different than you or I.
They did not deserve this pain, this torture.
I wish I could look back to understand, to set lives free
to learn their pain and frustration.

Trying to understand;
I can hear their screams
I can hear their pain
I can hear their fear
I can hear a mother's cry when children are shot down
Oh, that pain so great, so terrible
I can smell the odor,
the odor of burning human life
I can smell the sweat,
the sweat of hard labour
I can smell the fear,
such an atrocity

I see the footage today, trying to learn what happened to them.
I watch the films today, trying to comprehend the pain they went through.
We all see the pictures, watch the torture, just trying to imagine this tragedy.
But the fact is we can't, unless our human life undergoes this.
These poor people, my heart cries out but there is nothing I can do.
Oh, please hear me. I am so sorry this had to happen to you.
Your time is now, it is here, time to rest,
time to be reunited and live everlasting in that great kingdom
called heaven.

she's did it again..

2010-02-10T15:17:00.003+08:00

yes my sister the same mistake she has done last 2 year..Ya Rabbi budak ni..what happen to you??that the 1st question i ask her..she's keep silent all day..and its annoying sgt when a parent get involved with this budak's2 fight..calm down lah aunty..i know u are upset but dun just blame people without u knowing the reson..im not backing up what my sister have done.. but look at ur daughter too..u are a mother and this girl is same age as ur daughter..talk slowly lah with this girl..standard lahh budak2 baru2 nak up ...fight with benda2 yang nonsense..aish..what u did will make the thing worst tawu??..sigh..u aunty/mam/madam or whatever must be the person that can make this girl settle their problem..i know what they have did to ur daughter..and i admit its's wrong for what she has did to her..tapi jgn la memalukan org...that make thing's become more worst..u supposed ta masuk campur macmtuh,u supposed talk nicely with this girl's..and then 1 more things for sure,pls jge ur manner when talk with other parent's..respect sket..u are a mother and talking with other mother with low manner's??soo not cool..huh

20/1/2010

2010-01-21T18:34:00.002+08:00

owh let see what have i done yesterday..huurrm saya bgn 9pg ..well agak awal lah kn untuk penganggur seperti saya..heee;) heee then my dad came to granny house to take his beloved watch..so disebbkn sudah terjaga dr tido ,cnnot tido blik daa..melepak kn diri menonton cerita csi and oprah..;)) about 12 o'clock abah call suh amek fon dye kat umah..btw dekat rumah Rawang ok..agak jauh lah kn from Segambut to Rawang..amek kunci drive trus pg Rawang to pick abah fon..thank's to me abah ..heee after take the hp ,trus pegi Ulu kelang anta that fhone kat abah..its easy using the Duke highway.. 15 min cn reach Ampang's..heee..da anta phone,amek abah and melepakn diri bersama abah di Jusco AU.. makan2,jalan2 and anta abah blik to his office..drive trus Nana house ti give her a visit..well before that pg wangsa walk buy chocolate for her.. she's sick but getting better..dye baru kua hspital .operation her apendix..aduhai kesian ini org...heheh dye semakin ok and semakin sihat..Alhamdulillah..baru kua hospital sudah maw jalan2 with her boyfie ..ngeeehh;))

nana: pls take a good care of urself lah dear;))

17/1/2010

2010-01-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

today ade wedding at masjid wilayah..since when kat masjid bleh wat wedding?? i didnt know that..heee so my mom dengan bangga nye said"angah pakai tudung nak masuk masjid!..so im wearing tudung today and off to masjid wilqyah..kenyang smpai burrpp;P..and then off to shah alam..ade festival for student yang nak masuk U..so i went there ti check wether or not im suitable enough to apply IPTA..sooo cakap2 with the PETUGAS there..im thinking of going to continue my study at UITM..but2 kalaw dapat..if ta dapat ,i've to find another U lah..got all the pamplet from all UITM,UTM,KLMU, and others..and now im so confused which one should i choose??sigh..then abah said "apply je mane2 kalaw dapat,dapat lah..ta dapat,tape"..so supportive my abah..ngehee..
then went back home.not granny home but my parent home..confused??cmni ..while saya tengah cuty sy kene jga my nenek..tugas berat tuhh..so im currently stay at my nenek house now;))
then after reach rawang when to pasar malam ..buy bihun ir mee hun sup.?? quite confused with the spelling..ngeee..doesnt matter la kan..so now eating and blooging..;)) sudah lame tidak update my blog..

enjoy

2009-12-27T23:54:00.002+08:00

enjoy my life as penganggur..ngeee;p im thinkg of working part time,but my abah kte jgn nak ngade2 duk umah babysit ur grandma..boring lah ..duet pun tak dapat..but dapat makan free evryday..awesome rite??everyday i will do the same job..just like bibik weh..sigh! woke up at 10 am,then amek all the clothes n cuci..then masak for lunch..rest for a while ..back to work around 5 pm ..then at night masak ape yg patot if my mom xde lah kan..if ade my mom will cook for dinner..yer terbaek pekerjaan ku sekrang..happy??yes i am..what else can i do..ngeh

december post;))

2009-12-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

sudah lame ta update blog..busy with my sudy nd know sudah hbs..alhamdulillah..so tak tawu nak watpe bile da cuty and my mother kate i've to babysit old baby..which that mean my grandma..ngeeeh..my mom will pay my salary later..nak mintak lbh sket yer ma???
heeee..stuck at home withe grndma..last week i went to wangsa maju which my old hometown..alohh rindu nak pg sane lg,meet my old fren...start missing alreday dear bestie..we have so much fun kan...eat at bangi kopitiam then gelak2 out loud..pastuh g jusco then melepak lagi kayt scret recipe..best kan dear??hari maw lepak cmtuh...

sayang girlfren: i love u sooo much n tanx sooo much for ur time;))
xoxo love

7 feet under..

2009-12-02T03:19:00.002+08:00

my final is going so ok ryte now..dugaan betol..everything blank,tak leh function lah and whatever lah..start blik from A to Z..Ha amek,pd muke aku lan..have to be present nex week je..few days more...sigh..my group da pening,skit perot,kecut perot thinkg bout this final project..hampeh betol..godek sne godek sni trus blank the website...what a nightmare la if ta siap ..the offline bagai da hilang hbs all the databse..hurm..hope its gonna be ok back..

for groupy:lets pray everything goingback to normal;)) aminn..

mood:tak payah describe..down like 7 feet under;((..how deep lah kan..

telalu baik..

2009-11-30T22:04:00.003+08:00

some people said jgn terlalu baik ,nnty org pijak kepala..there what happen to me..being too nice smpai tak recognize the good and bad side..manusia kan punye hati lain..skarang cakap lain esok lusa da jadi lain..well same goes what happen to me..org pijak kepala suke2 je..coz nurul nadirah ni tak reti how to marah org..only can i say is "xpelah"..haish..da kene pijak baru sedar..manusia2;p..realize bile da kene..heee;P standard for human dat never gratefull what the pencipta have give to u..human always forget what they have.what they do and what they have rite now..im a human too..punye hati kecil yang ingin accomplish what i dream for..yesh go for it dira..why cant i being too nice??is it wrong??

sigh..im sick of the people that realize what they do after da bwat..
cant u think what their feeling??

i dun care what u want to do..just leave me alone
and let me walk by myself..

i was wondering wha if become a bad person??
ngeh..just be urself..the real u lah kan..
happy already..cuz i the one who know myself better..;)))

perfect

2009-11-30T21:20:00.001+08:00

i just wish i can;))

1st love

2009-11-24T17:23:00.002+08:00

status:im thinkg bout my oldy time;))

owh 1st love its not so easy to forget kot..yelah 1st time learn how to love somebody,take care somebody and macam2 lah..heee;))1st love also make u too know what is the life is kan..1st love bole describe as cinta monyet tak??hehe cinta yang ntah pape..aiyaya..owh tak leh lupe how i leh in love with somebody mse form 1 dulu..gatal betol anak ck din ni..hehe yelah terikut membe kan.. membe ade bf sy pun nak juge..hihi now the person is happy with his life..im happy too look at you..you already have your own dream to accomplish..well done sgt..both of us now ade life sndiri kan..but we never forget bout our 1st love..im still mad at u a lilttle..tp cite lame lets forget bout that..heee;)) never ever forget about the old memory..that will make me know where i come from,how my life become better and better,ETC..thank you for your memory and saya sgt menghargai kengan awak...kelaka sgt*wink* sgt budak2...haish now do it what ever u dream about and create ur life that more better than me..im praying that u will find someone way better than me...amin sgt awak..Good luck in ur life..i never forget bout what has happened toward us coz u the one who aja sy bout love..ajaran sesat awak yeh..Heee;p everybody have their 1st love so do we..the things that screwed up mse dulu lets just forget and create our new life..which is u are happy and im happy too look at you..

tanx you first love for the memory;))

im happy with my love rite now..
tanx also for the anything that we have rite now
in love with you;))
aww...its u love

something will happened..

2009-11-24T12:40:00.002+08:00

no wonder if ur oldy said to you like this:
1)jgn bwat kerja last minute
2)bwat awal2 nnty tak kelam kabot
3) hve to be prepare everyday
4) jgn gedik2 nak wat kerja lambat
blabla...etc

well do listen plss..something will happened..mcm kene curse if not listen to them..huuu;))
that what happen to me n my frens..gile kentang everything leh jd kelam kabot..sigh..but Alhamdulillah everything is went so good after the "things happen"..heee;))

for the linda,mel & yul
what a day we have been through together..
love u all..love all the joy that we have..
stay in good relationship..

happy anniversary!!

2009-11-23T01:35:00.001+08:00

yes its my n our anniversary..
2 years n 4 month..
in love sgt;))
eceh..
thanks for everything love..
ur sacrifice n everything..
its mean alot to me..
thank sgt..
keep standing and strong..

i luv u love;)))

xoxo

2012

2009-11-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

wat an awesome story..best...skali tgk am nak kiamat da dunia..peta dunia can turn around like 360 degree..suddenly all thing in this world tenggelam...2 n 1/2 hours lah this story...best sgt ..do watch this movie it will make us insaf seketika..

love thanks for the movie yeh..xoxo

jerk

2009-11-15T01:07:00.003+08:00

yeah words for..
tanx like aloooot to u..
tanx for the humilation u just give..
yeah u..
bad huh??
can i descride u such as a backstabber??
huh..
listen to me you..
the one who bad mounthing ..
happy with what u r doing??
thank God..
i noe my wrong..so its not urs..
i realize what i doing..
im grateful coz im realize wat have i did..
not like u...
haa..im so pissed off with u..
yes u!!
so listen to me you something and anything..
i noe wat i did wrong..
no need to tell anybody where my wrong is..
cuz u is not so perfect..
juz like me..

so tanx again for the humiliation..
tanx anyway and plus tanx and tanx again....

my love

2009-11-10T00:19:00.002+08:00

ow.. he's busy with study thingy..sy mintak maaf cannot give u my full attention towards u..
sy sgt busy with my final project yang sgt banyak..im sorry for letting u down..sy tiada when u need me..im sorry yer..after da grad ill pay it back ..heee;))

sincerely from hati...love

sy envy bout others life

2009-11-09T01:54:00.003+08:00

statement yg sgt best..heee;)) nothing to jeles pon,but ade ker org yg ta nak hidup way better than their life skarang??sigh..im happy to see u live in a good life..rezeki you..its not my rezeki live a life like..but sy bersyukur..i still have abah and mama..siblings too..way better than the orphan and poor people..alhamdulillah..

im happy with my life rite now..sometimes jeles jugak with other people life..
its ok dira u have everything u need for..
sudah cukup untuk memuaskan hati kaw..
heee;)))

i miss u..

2009-11-07T23:35:00.002+08:00

yer sy rindu..
die yg jauh sgt...
even die da pergi jauh dr sy ,tp sy tetap rindu die..
i need that kekuatan ya TUHAN..

aku mengalirkan air mate kerana dia..
melihat gambar nyer sudah membuat hati ini sebak..
kau pergi menyembah Tuhan yg stu..
dan aku disini redha akn pemergian mu..

Ya Tuhan besar ujian mu ini..
aku berdiri smbil muhasabah diri ini..
perlu kata2 semangat dari yg tersayang...
aku lemah disaat ko memggil mereka yg aku sayang..

i do have weakness..
sy mohon pada mu Ya Tuhan tlg tempatkan dia disisi mu..
kerana aku terlalu rindu dan terlalu syg akan dirinya..

i wish i have more time to spend with you atok..
sy sedar sy manusia yg sgt lemah..
Ya Allah ampunkan segala2 dosanya dan tempat kn dia disisi mereka yg beriman..
i love u and i miss u..

another MUET

2009-11-06T21:52:00.001+08:00

at 7.30 am..

MUET the second part which student have to listening,writing and reading session..
cuak ok...wish me gud luck..need that luck sgt2..;))

final project stuck!!

2009-11-05T13:51:00.002+08:00

haish..cam sengal la my lappy..bwat hal pulak.."wat happen to u lappy beby,mrajok yeh"..sigh..
bleh stuck tengah2 jalan pulak..the project have to submit in december..aiyak few days n hours more..dye buat perangai pulak..mara la mcm ni..;/...grrrr..my frens punyer lappy pun leh jd sme mcm my laptop..dorg komplot neyh..haish..

semlam go to pavy and sg wang..looking for dress..laa bnyak nyer yang cantek2..yunk beli jacket for dinner,me beli forever21 punyer kemeja..the tema of that dinner is red carpet..sigh..ala nak pakai dress jugak..tp ta nak yg seksi2..hehe;))

laptp beby:pls berfungsi as usual mamy need u to do my work..i love u more k beby!!;))

project problem

2009-11-05T13:43:00.000+08:00

hmm..the progress of project stuck seketika..kesengalan lappy sudah melanda..*wt

happy 20th buffy dear

2009-11-03T22:23:00.002+08:00

Joyeux anniversaire à ma bien-aimée sayang

smoga ko panjang umur dan murah rezeki
i luv u more day by day..as ou frenship is gettig old then before..
i love u xoxo
hee,,nty celbate ye..;))

sy maw bawa mereka lari bleh??

2009-11-03T19:34:00.003+08:00

boleh yeh???
love xoxo
sgt rindu ini org...

im happy

2009-11-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

ye sy gembira kerana sy punyai family sgt lovable..;)) standing behind and if i fall they will catch me..im glad ya Tuhan..bersyukur untk semuanya..punyai manusia yang masih menyayangi tanpa had..memg berbaloi-baloi have family like them..awesome kn..ngeh

i was like terkejut seketika when i see my sassy kakak in law nyer blog..the day i was driving from kl-bkt tagar using" their "car..sgt syok dapat bawak keta org..tanx sister!! me and her pecah after reach bkt tagar..i went to UNISEL n "them" went to makngah house..bleh plak terserempak ngn accident..haish takot kot..

owh 1 more thing when i was drving to my house on last Friday.i saw an excident..the car hit the motorcycle and the person that on the motorcyle terbang mcm superman..gile ngeri aite?? i was so suprise ,shaking seketika..and terpegun juga..n sy call Abah ..abah kate ok lah tuh..cmtuh pulak??..ngeh..so from now saya sgt berhati2 ketika memandu..;))

for u(b)
bwk keta pelan2..ni anak dara mama n abah punyer ok;))

the secret reveal

2009-10-29T23:37:00.003+08:00

my fren tell me all the secret mse dulu punyer..kelaka sgt..the thing yg happened ms skolah dlu..ur puppy love la and etc..all the cite terbongkar akhirnye..im like suprise sgt..and heartbroken jugak lah..but sume that secret memang kelaka...heee;)) can i just go back to that time??*wink2*..if cite kat gulfy mawu pecah perot dorg gelak..the gf sgt out loud ble gelak..mawu riuh nanty..hehe..
sgt gembira heard all that thing..i love it..

yes im happy rite now...n i love it weyyyy..

unisel

2009-10-29T21:11:00.002+08:00

unisel is having convo..mcm best..im coming convo baby..haha amin harap2 dapat convo secepat mungkin..heee;)) for those yg final sem..gud luck guys...wish u alll thee best..succes k..

u said..

2009-10-29T01:48:00.003+08:00

mira,rein,soleha,ina..

the true friend is u can rely and refer to her/him..laaaa aku rindu ko bestie..sgt2..my life is getting harder and harder day by day.. maw jumpa kamu,maw hug kamu,maw cita macam2 sama kamu semua..want it fast..rindu sgt ;)) i wish i can go back to the past and fix my mistake..heee..

bestie sgt rindu..xoxo

im sorry??

2009-10-27T17:30:00.002+08:00

easy word to say but hard to explain what the meaning kan..yer lah everyone do mistake same goes to me..x per ..tp when somebody do the bad things toward u pastuh cakap cmni"im sorry tak realize ape yg i cakap""sorry for terbwat aper yg u x suke ..sory for this and that..kan senang to say that word kan..ble buat salah ckap sory then expect yang org itu akan melupakan segalanya..im human not kayu..masih punya persaan dalm hati ini..kalaw betul2 da bersalah admit lah and jgn buat lagi..
ni tak besok2 buat lg then sorry lg..hehe standard la for human yg sering terlupa..including me..ngeh ;)) use the word when kte betol bersalah dan tak kn ulg benda tuh lagi..its ok at least u realize thet u did something wrong dr ta tawu..;))

aku juga punya hati
hati yg kecil..
hati yg sentiase ingin dilindungi dan tidak disakiti..

the situation

2009-10-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

location-still at unisel..sigh
time-1.29pm(lapa)

when u seat u have to think??what should u do??where should u go??n other question..hee when the time is come all the question will have their answer..hem so u just have to think n give a time to urself to get the answer la kan..yer that should i do..memikirkan sesuatu yang lebih dr yang saya punyai sekarang..Alhamdulillah..i now realize that kite punyai mase untk berfikir sebaik2nya sebelum membuat keputusan..turn back a little n stay..then make the decision that useful for urself,not other..urself kn..ngeh..;))

bersalah

2009-10-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

yer berslah from being jauh dari DIA..kerana ku lupe jalan yg sentiasa dihadapnku..menilai kegembiraan.keseronokan lebih dr keredhaan..andai sje aku pergi dr dunie.kemane akn aku tuju..DIA x penah lupekan aku,aku yg pergi jauh,jauh sgt dr NYA..hina sungguh hamba mu ini..melangkah trlalu cepat sampi terlupe ape yg tertinggal di belakang..kerana aku lalai,aku yg selalu mnyalahkan org laen,aku yg sentiasa memperbodohkan diri dgn benda2 karut..DIA lempar aku dgn segala ujian supaya beringat..tp tidak aku yg serg menyalahkan diri dan takdir..hari ini sekali lg ujian ..aku dicabar dgn kesabarn,cukup2 sabar..kalaw saje kaki ini igin melangkah,aku mau pergi jauh..pergi jauh dr kau tp dekat dgn DIA..aty ini terlalu sesak dgn ujian,kemarahan ,keegoan ..pergi lah kau jauh dr aku,kerana aku terlalu penat bersabar..hati ini terlalu sakit nak menilai betap bgus nya kalaw bersabar..yer cukup .aku penat...

need to be strong

2009-10-21T01:04:00.001+08:00

this last sem,penat nyer ta ingat..the project was sgt gile..haish..tired already..need a brek lah..

MUET speaking..

2009-10-20T18:27:00.002+08:00

time- 7.30 am
location-fsp

today ade MUET test..hari yg ditunggu da datg..finally..my group member is mel,linda n yul..awesome kan dapat the same people..everybody was asking 'mcmne leh dpt group sme??"ler u go in 4 of member ms dftr then get leh the people..ngeh..wait about an hour,my group punyer turn..before that we were like mcm org dah terel sgt..laughing tak ingat ,read dictionary and the read again n then laugh again..sgt terel kn..everybody was like practice what they want to say,my group +adilah was laugh n bersembag n gossiping..hee;)) the time when my group name is been called mcm2 perasaan ade..nak blik,nak g toilet,nak mcm2 lah..hehe then went to the other room for MUET test..there is 2 person in there,a women..budget takot,kot t ade org pakcik bermisai pulak dlm tuh jd ktorg nyer person that in charge...glad it is not..then the lady give us 1 minute to read the task..the title is 'start a small business.elobrate"..hem write the point and then u have to elobrate the point by urself..nervous ok??im the candidate B..all the candidate must give their opinion..then finish..start the task B pulak..where u have to discuss about the same title n the last u have to give the conclusion of what title do u choose..hee gagap sumenyer..but alhamdulillah everything is ok..

the reason..

2009-10-16T00:10:00.003+08:00

happiness is depend how is u being honest to somebody kan..yes i realize that..when we honest we get the sweetness from that..im being totally selfish toward him..x sedar sgt ..im sorry..the thing is i dunnoe how to manage my time anymore..memalukan betul kn,de besar tak reti manage time..sorry again..behave like a kids,yes me..sorry again n again..hee..

by David Munoz

The Smell of your hair
The taste of your kiss
These are the things
That I will always miss

The sound of your voice
The feel of your hand
They affect me in ways
You could never understand

The love in your heart
The peace in your eyes
They make me feel
Like I want to cry

You are a gift
That God gave to me
And I can just feel
That we are meant to be

I'll love you forever
I hope you do too
For it's only a short while
Before we say "I do"

need a break..

2009-10-15T15:44:00.002+08:00

yeah that what i need rite now..sometime i feel dat im being a totally jerk..yelah not a good gf..hem kan..what can more i say ..the truth im the big "L"..there too much in this relationship..when someone ur partner have u the one have to be beside him/her..huhu susah nyer..every day i just wish that i make a the best decision ever..the truth is no im not..penat...i just want to go..pergi la kemane saje kaki ini ngin melangkah..jauh dr segalanya..yer itu yg saya mahu sgt saat ni.. juz want to rest n make my heart feel senang..just want to go..jauh from hp,jauh fr aauh dr anybody,jaueh dr masalah,jauh dr headache,jauh dr segalanya...im so pathetic kan..can i just sleep n forget about everything?? woke up the nex day wishing that everything back to normal..ngeh kalaw boleh..miss my atok..the one who laugh what ever i do..a big mistake i did,he just can say"cube lagi SIRAH"..
yeh the person yg alaways complain if i cook for him..heee..Ya Allah lemah sgt hamba mu ini..merindui sesuatu yg sudah pergi jauh..

miss u atok!! Allahyarham HJ DOLLAh BIN KAMAL
moga dicucuri rahmat keatasnya..

happy..

2009-10-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

im happy so much...my frens was pregnant..she become a mummy..lol best kan 1st baby..the due date was in February 2010..x sbr nyer..i will become untie lah kan..hihi im happy for u dear..
yeay! im waiting for bf to called,tp x call pun..yer lah bz sgt ktenye..hem xpe lah..

today menu..

sardin (cook by me)
tomyam(beli)
ayam goreng(da siap punye)
tekur dadar(linda cook)

sedap ok..kenyang sgt..ngee

waiting..

2009-10-11T23:02:00.003+08:00

esok ade midterm..mdm latifah class..try to understands the note,tp tak msuk jugak..
haish..im so tired..cant we just cancel the midterm??if can lah..the B is at bentong lg..budjet terel la dats guy no need to study..frankly speaking im so tired to membebel at u!! fahm tak?? ngeh..i've only have a week to study the MUET things..so desparate looking for the simple article for my MUET..susah kot..as my parent know dats their daughter always prepare last minute..cant throw that habits..hee

waitin 'B' to called..

for bee

2009-10-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strenght
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything that you can do.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me , listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
Because

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby

late nite

2009-10-10T02:29:00.002+08:00

time:2.31 am
location:hostel

working out bout our project..already in a good progress..alhamdulillah..the group is doing great..hee sgt tired..

winner!!

2009-10-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

yeay ,today is was a very a fun day..we have a badminton competition at IPIS..between mentee..the game was start at 4.oo pm but the student came almost 5.00 pm..as usual lah..ngeh.. main2 sampai tak hengat dunia..best sgt..tp lenguh tgn ..dat wat happen when redah je main..hee..

my members is adila,botak,tan,lim and yul..the mentee of miss amylia..we were fiaght between mentee en fauzi n pn marina..what a awesome game..duduk for a while ,then suddenly the speaker were saying this"mentee miss amylia go to final terus,menang tanpa bertanding".best kn..hee then i was fight to en fauzi mentee..ngeh we win owh dats battle..sweating gle..then bf cme with a big smile..ngehh..support me la knon,while he laughing at me ble x dapt smatch that ball..the game were end almost 8.30pm..the maghrib pun ktorg lggr,syok sgt main..heee.. after that go to kg with bf buy nasi lemak+smbal sotng+ayam goreng..yeey TERBAIK..hee

tanx for the group member..were win..haha

n u bf tanx for support kn;))
ngee..love2..

penat..

2009-10-07T22:03:00.001+08:00

hem..tried giler today..1st go to sg buloh to find florist tp tak jumpe..then off to selayang..the florist there sume wat hantaran not the real florist..that make bouquet for wedding,valentine and any occasion..sigh..tired..the minyah is almost empty..the driver/bf still saying"sempat smpai punyer,jgn risaw"..risaw of coz ,bwtnyer mati cmner??haish..he was so confident..hem lelaki x nak dgr ckp his gf ni..then after pusing slayang,tak jumper jugak florist shop..ngeh kdai bunga pun susah cari..we off to Damansara..luckly ta jam..bf was so tired n hungry..hehe..suh mkn goreng pisang ,belagak..then starving,pdn muke..almost every damansra we go..there still no florist shop..gle aper??stu pun xde..sigh..then we off to the OU .finally found one florist..happy kowt...then craving for food..almost 7pm,eat at pizza milano..

the menu is..
5 spagetti
5 coke+mirnda

total=rm50 ,berbaloi kn??

9.00 pm

kenyang already..hee..went off to unisel..tired,ngantok +kekenyangn..ngeee;))

tenx boyfie for being our driver..heee
luv u..

CLASS IS CANCEL

2009-10-07T12:08:00.000+08:00

yeay..class cancel today..no wonder lah berat sgt mate nak bukak..hee tanx cik zahrul..
i've been asking to my self is he the one??ngeh..mcm ragu2.. mama .abah already noe about us..but the things is ragu2 lah..im tired having fight and then get back to normal ..like nothing happen..
marah2,yelling to each other,bentak2 pastuh ok..that what couple means ek??..he is ok always..but me ,the one who to be blame...since the day i meet him i noe he can be a good partner for me..

but now is getting fade away..hem.. what should i do?? pening kan..

now:

get ready to meet pn rashidah at 2.oo pm
mkn2 at cfe my jam
blik
sleep
then do project

hope sucessfull our project

2009-10-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

FIGHT!!

sumpah x syok..asyek kne mara..
dont u have feeling ape yg i rse??
malu lah bgado for the bende kecik..
i need u to understand me..

tired enough all this gado2 stuff..
cannot live mcm ni lg..
ill try to understand u but u dun ever try pun kn..

rindu arwah atok..
ta penh mara aku mcmni..
atok angah rindu atok..sgt2

2009-10-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

herm..lets start
today:
meeting with cik fauzi..he tell us that he no longer our HOP..means dat no more guraw senda with HOP..hem..the meeting is all about final projek..sumpah susah.. bru listen the guideline da pening..he said dats we dun have much time lg..well as he noe dat his student suke wat keje last minute..heee..

the project:

need to do proposal..tp x tawu guideline lg
cr any business to do in online
bwt keje smpai x tido untill last presentation
wat bus plan n bla,bla....

all dat are required..sumpah penat,pening n neeed so so so much energy..
rindu besties..xoxo..muaxie

bestie i need u ..
pls do text me..
p/s i love u

2009-10-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

getting ready for meeting tonite..hee.. asyek meeting ntah bler2 nak dinner nyer.. im tired enough..
bf still with another sassy gf name DINA MORALES.. envy sgt with their r'ship.. ngeh..mkn pun nak same2.. the sassy gf pun stu,realize or not that im his gf?? daaa...

epy for both of you.;((

2009-10-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

penat lah today..x bwt ape pun tp penat..td silent my fon then bf calling like 7 times..ngeh..im sorry dear..x sengaja.. the final project is getting in progress.. tp mcm susah..haish..how can people make a system easily??..tired enough all the it thingy.. hurm.. envy sgt for the people yg ade practical..

all that..

2009-10-06T13:00:00.000+08:00

still tired looking for tutor..
penat giler..lenguh kaki..

linda went to derma drh..
pastu muntah2..xmkn afta derma..
hem..

not ready to derma drah..umm
sumpah takot..
macm skit jer look at the jarum...ngee

look at atoks gamba..
miss him..
sgt2 lah..
the best atok i have..
rindu nyer...

calling bf..still tido..
gler btul da tgh hri x bgn lg..
pent lah sgt..haish..
its ok..

major headche

2009-10-06T02:02:00.000+08:00

i was thinkg in giving up in this relationship..
penat la always gado bende2 kecik..
the things goes samer jer..
fight,get mad ,merajok,upset..
thats all..hee

bosn kan..
the things is i'm not request bende bukn2 from him..
just nak ur little time jer..ngeh~

still consider to get mad..
but too much in luv..
perhaps he will understands..

strory about a men

2009-10-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

he never know the erti about senang in life..
kerja kuat as driver bus to mke sure all his kid happy..

chilhood time..
pick me up at my house using his bus mini..
tame my sibling jalan2 around k.l..sgt best..
take a good care of me n sbling too..
mintak jer he will try to dapatkn..
thats my atok..

his 'childhood time'
i n my family take care of him pulak..
i bwk dye g hospital every time..
xnak org laen accept me..

i miss all that moment..
skang every month i dont hve to bring anybody to hospital anymore..
he's gone..
pergi jauh entah di mane..
insyaALLAH disisi kalian yg beriman..

for u atok...
i miss all that moment so much..
ketahuilah cucu mu ini sgt menyayangi kamu..

Al-Fatihah for u..
moga Allah melindungi kamu..

keep standing

2009-10-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

a moment that we know we going to loose smebody,then we will realize how precious they are..

yeay.. i noe know they are very important to my life..